Seems like nothing have changed around here (blog configuration wise), it's 3.15 am so this picture suits the moment extremely well.. Well what you gonna do when you have insomnia? Tried watching a boring movie = nothing.
Tried laying in bed and closing my eyes and yawning (which i'm still doing) still can't fall asleep.. ¬¬
So i thought to myself, i might aswell just write something. It's been a while, and i used to like writing. In fact whenever i can find an excuse for it at school I expect to be remarkable at it (modest much? ha)
I have insomnia and i start work again in some hours... of course having a ton of time off messed with my sleep, understandable, I'll be a zombie tomorrow and go to bed at 10 like a boring old person. Problem solved.
I'm playing slow jazz music, see if that makes me sleepy (fingers crossed).
I feel like this year is gonna be a big one. Many things going on, many changes I want to make in my life, and you know, once i put my mind into something.. well..I'm a very stubborn person. We'll see what comes out of it.
I can't stop thinking about the countdown to wake up! God it's torture! I can't even type anything interesting cuz all that comes to my mind is how much i should be sleeping rightnow and how much every second i spend rambling is a second less of sleep but hey! "There is no rest for the wicked!" said some sort of one hit wonder band ..(or maybe not, i just lost track on the band really, it's Cage the elephant. - if anyone knows of any good material of them appart from that CD, well let me know.. though nobody reads this pretty much. And it's a relief, cuz i rather type than handwrite.
Anyways people, i think i'm gonna keep this music on and try that thing called sleep.. wait for more news, since i plan to go back to basics. So I should be popping around here sometime (during this year hopefully hahaha)... It's time to go back to being me fully. I'm still me, just you know, some things are lacking, but i'll fix that (well except for the love life, that'll have to work itself out cuz im done trying and obsessing about it all when it comes to that -pff at least for the next couple of months, give me a break ok? )
Sorry for such nonsensical (yeap i just googled the spelling on that ¬¬) post..
Don't let the mosquitos bite the life out you!
Night
